I dont want to break up with him and possibly lose the best thing I have ever had in my life, but at the same time I dont want to live with all of these what ifs in my life. Im confused on what I should do with these emotions. I suppose my fear is that if we were to get married (no matter how great/poor our marriage would be), I would have this thought lingering in the back of my head, that I never had the chance to experience other people. ![]() He is a great guy who I love dearly, but a part of me still wants to explore. I mean we always talk about our future about being married, and having children like it is a certainly. At first I thought my instance reaction would be to say yes. Well lately a lot of our friends have been getting married, which lead me to thinking of what would happen if he asked me to marry him. e have had our ups and down but always end up overcoming our obstacles. ![]() He is my first true love, first boyfriend, first sexual partner, basically my first everything. ![]() Im 24, my boyfriend and I have been going out for around 5 years.
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